Of Love, Lies and War <3

She pushed the forms away from her when she done.

He looked over at her then.

"Lets eat now?"

"Yeah, what do you want?"

She shrugged and got to her feet, "Lets go look what there is."

Vander followed behind her.

She glanced over her shoulder and offered him a gentle smile

He smiled back at her

She looked in the cupboards silently then.

He came up behind her lightly sliding his arms around her waist.

She leant back into him

"I'm sorry I can't just stop thinking that way, I've always blamed myself for the way things were in my life since I was small. Just bare with me and I'll try."

" I just think beating yourself up over things will do nothing but make you miserable."

"It's always been just me Ama, for years now. I've never had anyone else to blame but myself."

"You ever think that sometimes no one is to blame?"

"That would depend on the situation at hand."

She just frowned and lifted her hand to rest on the side of his face.

"Things take time. I'll be alright."

"You're such a sweetheart... Why did I ever think being put with you was a bad thing, hm?"

"Probably for the same reason I thought of you as a stuck up brat?" he commented laughing quietly.

"Did you?" She asked with a quiet laugh.

"Uh maybe?"

She playfully hit his arm then.

He smirked at her backing away. "Hey now, you seriously disliked me at first so no hitting me for being honest."

"Mm,"