How Long Do We Live For? - Remastered

"That's how I'm supposed to love you... but it's not..."

"I don't get it." He told her and this was easily blamed on his medication.

She wanted to just cry not.used to having to explain things to him, he had always understood her even if she didn't talk.

Arthur obviously wasn't liking this lack of understanding either, starting to scratch at his hand like he always did when he was nervous.

"I'm sorry... I don't mean to confuse you..."

"It's okay..."

"Its not okay."

"It isn't?"

"No. I don't know what to do..."

"I don't think I can help...Maybe mum?"

She shook her head. "No! No, no... She won't... she'll be mad at me..."

"No she won't."

"Yes she will. We're a family.... they're getting married now. ."

"You still need to tell her."

"Why?"

"Because we don't have secrets."

"And what if they don't understand? What if they get upset?"

"They wont and I think they will understand."

"What about You? Do you understand?"

"Kind of...I think..."

Chelsea sighed laying her head back on the wall.

He reached a hand out to find the pup or her.

She took his hand holding it like she was used to doing.

He gently squeezed her hand. "It wouldn't work between us anyway." He told her. "I'm blind remember." He told her playfully.

She didn't get the playfulness in his words right then and just started to cry again.