Re: The Vampire Diaries

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 22:12

"Mhmm, I know and I have no idea about any of it either, I don't understand any of it because you've never opened your doors to tell me and that's okay, but I know you and I've seen the change in you, whatever your feeling, whatever you've gone through seems to be starting to catch up on you. You are so, so brave, Christian, I love you so much and you constantly amaze me with how brave you are but everyone has their breaking points, everyone needs to lean against someone occasionally and it doesn't make them any weaker, any less brave. I'm here for you to lean against, I am right here for you. I'll always, always be here for you, I love you so much. So tell me about what you've gone through, help me try and understand even if it's just a little bit or don't say a word about it, either is fine, but let go of what you're holding back." She whispered quietly, voice soft.

"If she did she would of came in to speak to your mom," Isabella whispered, interlocking her fingers with him as she walked alongside him. "This was a nice surprise though, thanks, Nikki, for inviting me."

"You're so soft, she isn't exactly far away." Astrid whispered with a quiet laugh.

Klaus smoothed Kira's hair down with a frown, "Are you okay?"

Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 22:15

"She knows exactly where my mothers restaurant is so if she wanted to speak to her she would've come in." Nikolai pointed out as he opened the door for her to go out and closing it behind them. "I'm glad I did invite you, it was nice."

"You just want me to seem weak! You just want me to break down so you can feel better about yourself! Well I'm not breaking down just to give you the satisfaction!"

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 22:21

"You won't be weak," Sarai soothed gently, tracing small patterns along the back of his neck soothingly, "You're so, so strong, Christian. You are so, so unbelievably strong, it's one of the things I admire so much about you. You aren't a robot though, you have emotions and you feel and things bother you and effect you. Showing that won't make you weak, not at all. You aren't week, you won't be weak if you let it go."

"You still think I'm trouble?" Isabella asked with a quiet laugh.

Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 22:27

"Yeah fine. Enjoy your honeymoon, you two deserve it." Kira whispered.

"Your turn soon enough." Tatia smiled.

"I know, I know." Dex chuckled.

Christian just turned away.

"No... Not anymore."

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 22:32

"So, gorgeous, with everything I've told you in mind..." Sarai whispered once again, repeating gently, "How are you?" she asked, cupping her hand around the side of his neck just so he knew she was close, resting her other hand on top of his.

Isabella smiled a bit at that, "I'm glad, cutie,"

SpiritWolfe Mon 25 Aug - 22:36

Trinity nodded pushing another drink towards him silently.

Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 22:38

"Stop Sarai! Just stop!" Christian hissed. "Stop trying to force me! Stop it!"

Nikolai smiled softly.

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 22:42

Malvolio took it from her and downed half of it.

Astrid laughed a little bit and took a step back away from him then.

Scott just let out a deep sigh, whispering, "And they will come to it when it happens, Kira, they will."

Sarai didn't say a word in response to that, brushing her thumb in small circles against his neck as she moved her hand away from his.

Isabella leant up to press her lips to his cheek gently, "I've really had a nice time, even if you are boring," she chuckled, ignoring when her mother hit the horn of the car.

SpiritWolfe Mon 25 Aug - 22:47

Trin watched him with slight amusement.

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 22:48

"My life is a fucking mess," Malvolio muttered.

Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 22:51

"Would you rather I be too clingy or not clingy enough?" Dex hummed playfully as he went to to get his daughter.

Kira said nothing, giving both her parents a hug before stepping back next to Scott.

Nikolai turned his head and caught her lips with his.

"All you ever do is pressure me to talk! It's all you ever do! It's like you don't care about how actually feel! You don't care that I'm not ready, that I haven't made sense of it all yet so I don't know how to put it into words! You just have to know to satisfy your own curiosity. I don't want to talk about it! Talking about it makes it fresh, and I want it to die down and pretend it never happened to me! I just want you to stop trying to force the details out of me! If you don't like me like this then just show me the door and I'll go! Because this is who I am now! I'm not an expressive person and I never will be! Stop trying to make me into something I'm not Sarai! Because that's making me feel worse, like I'm not adequate enough for you because I don't like talking about my feelings!"

SpiritWolfe Mon 25 Aug - 22:54

Trinity frowned slipping her arms around him. "Not everything is a mess Mal."

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 23:00

Sarai listened to him, waiting for him to finish patiently before lowering her gaze down and whispering, "I'm sorry, I'm so, so sorry that I'm making you feel worse. I'll stop..... I miss.. I miss hearing you tell me that you love me, I don't know if you do anymore and it makes me feel pretty shitty which is why I try and make you tell me how you're feeling, I guess, because I feel awful and I don't know if the reason you don't seem happy anymore is because your dealing with all of what you just said or if because you just... don't love me, aren't happy with me anymore. Um... I'm sorry if I've seemed clingy since you've came back, it just hurt so much when I lost you."

She froze, eyes widening a little bit as she blushed bright red. Lowering her gaze to the ground.

Scott just let out a deep sigh.

Astrid laughed a bit.

"Yes it is."

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Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 23:07

"Looks like Hope went home early... I don't ever remember her and Zac being here to be honest. Just Tania." Tatia frowned as she went towards Lucas and Kira. "She must've been feeling ill."

"You know what... Me and you are renting a hotel room tonight" Kira whispered as she leaned into him.

Dex took Maisie from her pram and bounced her gently, causing her to coo and gurgle.

"Ah I'm sorry. So sorry. God I'm fucking stupid. I'm sorry." Nikolai said, taking a step back and grimacing when his mother came out of the door to find him.

"If I didn't love you I would've walked ages ago Sarai! Of course I love you Sarai!"

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 23:11

"You don't ever tell me anymore," Sarai whispered with a small shrug, sliding her arms around him then and just pulling him into a hug. Resting her head on his shoulder.

"No, no. I.." Isabella whispered before shaking her head and just leaning up to press her lips to his.

SpiritWolfe Mon 25 Aug - 23:13

"Shall I help remind you of a part of your life that isn't a 'mess'?"

Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 23:14

"If I didn't love you I wouldn't be here." Christian sighed.

Nikolai kissed her back chastely, pulling away when he became too conscious that their mothers were waiting, his in particular stepping out into the light and towards them.

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 23:25

"Sometimes I need to hear it though, Chris... I tell you. You used to tell me, not all the time but often enough, we used to go out and do nice things." Sarai whispered quietly, "You used to call me beautiful, never my name; beautiful..."

Isabella laughed a little bit and followed him quietly.

Falin, from where she was waiting in her car, just sighed impatiently. Rolling the window down when she spotted Vanessa, calling over, "Ness?"

"Uh oh."

Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 23:29

"Looks like Hope went home early... I don't ever remember her and Zac being here to be honest. Just Tania." Tatia frowned as she went towards Lucas and Kira. "She must've been feeling ill."

"You know what... Me and you are renting a hotel room tonight" Kira whispered as she leaned into him.

Dex took Maisie from her pram and bounced her gently, causing her to coo and gurgle.

"Oh so now you're vain and need to be told how gorgeous you are?!"

"What're you doing here? This is a family event." Vanessa frowned.

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 23:32

(( I'll post for the others once I finish eating. ))

Sarai just let out a short, weak laugh at that, "Mm... certainly sounds like it, doesn't it?"

"My daughter was invited, I'm here to pick her up."

Isabella lifted her hand up to cover her face, shrinking into Nikolai's side, "M'not here, so not here right now."

SpiritWolfe Mon 25 Aug - 23:37

((Kay, posted above when you get a chance to reply))

Phoenix Mon 25 Aug - 23:37

"You never mentioned - " Vanessa narrowed her eyes a her son.

"It wasn't relevant."

"Sarai..."

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 23:47

Malvolio sighed deeply, "Go on then.."

"Come on, Izzy, it doesn't seem we're welcome here." Falin called over with a small sigh.

Isabella grimaced, leaning up to kiss Nikolai's cheek as she whispered, "Call me, pet, today's been fun. It'd be nice to spend more time with you, have another date sometime." before heading to the car and getting in beside her mother with a sigh.

"Yeah?" She mumbled quietly, tangling her fingers in his hair gently.

Astrid walked over, whispering to Dakota and Henrik, "Thank you so much for keeping an eye on her,"

"Are we?" Scott asked quietly.

"Mm, must of been," Klaus frowned.

SpiritWolfe Mon 25 Aug - 23:51

Trin stepped in front of him laying a hand on his chest as she leaned into him pressing a gentle kiss to his lips. "Me and the kids can't be that bad, can we?"

**BestNameEva** Mon 25 Aug - 23:52

Malvolio didn't respond.

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