How Long Do We Live For? - Remastered

"They're going to be so upset with me.." she mumbled, not looking up at him.

“Who are?” He asked

"My parents.."

"If they don't support your decision, whatever it is, I will." He promised her.

"I'm still in school, Bast.. " she curled up into him more. "What do you want?"

He looked to her. "In truth, I've not thought about it, but I don't fully agree with abortion." He told her. "If you don't want to keep it then I'll be okay with that, we can give them up for adoption or something, but if you want to keep them then I'll be there every step of the way and I will love them as much as I love you."

She looked up at him and she was quiet. In truth she had no idea what she wanted to do but she knew she couldn't have an abortion, there was no way. And she wasn't sure she could give their baby away knowing he lost his daughter and her aunt lost her son and-.. and now she was upset and scared.

"we have time to think about it." He told her. "So we need to think of every aspect in detail and we will come up with the best solution for us at this time."

"I'm in school. I live at home with my parents.. and their having a baby too. They aren't going to want to hear about how I'm messing up my future in dancing.." she told him quietly. "We haven't even been together that long.. do you even want kids?"

He looked to her, considering he had a daughter once to him that was a strange question but he nodded. "I do, and yes I know that the timing isn't right, but this is the card that we have been dealt," He told her. "And you haven't ruined your career, if you don't think that we can manage a baby right now, we have options." He reminded her.

She knew he had a daughter and that he had lost the little girl but she didn't know all the circumstances surrounding that. And in her head it didn't mean he wanted more children. Listening to him now, she understood but she didn't know. "But you want to keep the baby?"

He nodded. "As long as you do then yes, but don't feel as thought you have to because of me."

She curled up into him more.

He held her close. “I love you Chelsea.”

"I love you too," she whispered, trying not to cry again.

He held her close. “It’s going to be okay my darling, you don’t have to tell your parents until we know what to do.”

She practically clung him like a little girl.

He held her close even going as far as to gently rock her in his arms in hopes of bringing her comfort

The gentle rocking seemed to help sooth her and she quieted down once more.

He continued his movements when he saw that it was helping her.

She was still holding onto him but she was calmer.

He pressed kisses to her hair.

She held onto his tightly.

He held her to him

She closed her eyes but she wasn't sleeping.